Dear God
When the going gets tough
It’s not about who cares and who stays
When the road gets rough
It’s not about who gotta change their ways
Darkness will always give way to light
Dim things will sometime turn bright
When you think about what people say, it will never be all right
Even when they tell you “it will be all right”
Staying out of sight
Does not mean isolation
But letting you fall from a height
Could mean frustration
Sometimes we gotta lean our concentration
More on God’s salvation
With dedication and motivation
You will lead us to our destination
I've always wondered why I cry
And there’s no one there to dry my eye
Ever wondered why I can never touch the sky
Why I never got a chance to fly?
Ever wondered why some of us live and inside we die?
It could be because we are yet to discover you, our one true friend
When we’re broken, our pieces you mend
When we’ve lost our battles, on u we can depend
Because u’ll defend us for as long as it takes for us to ascend
Back into the person we’ve always wanted to be
Who cares how far they go or to what extend
They say the things they say and claim that they never intend
To condescend
To a level of abstract pretend
that is why you are Different
You're man'z own guard & with you, life is well spent
We ignore the truth
We suffer our youth
living in a world of "carry your cross
And I’ll carry mine"
It don’t matter our loss
We would be just fine
If we let ourselves get toss
By our problems, we won’t shine
A star never says no to its glow
Just like a river never say no to its flow
We live, we learn to love life
We get cut by a knife
We patch up the bruise
We got to understand that in life; we win and we lose
And we have the right to choose, use and accept views
Our sadness and happiness have no excuse
Because we only find true refuge in you, God
God is our only true friend
Will you watch over us when our soul and happiness dies?
will you give up on us when we tell constant lies?
I hope you hear our forgiveness cries
when we finally get the boldness to accept the serpent that we've become
we've lost our way and some of us don't even remember where we're from
but somehow, anyhow
someday, one day
we just might find ourselves following a path that leads right back to you
I hope it won't be too late
on our false fate
I hope you'll be patient and open heaven's gate
even when we know we don't deserve the wait
I hope we'll be able to walk straight
or if we'll ever fall, lets fall in the arms of the one who creates
i hope you receive my letter
and get a chance to read it, until then will I feel better
NK
It’s hard to laugh
When u got pain on ur mind
It’s hard to shine
When u sit next to darkness
I think of you every step of the way
And my heart breaks every single day
You are no good for me
And I know this
It’s simply hard to forget you
I wish u were a better person
But the truth remains the same
U were who you chose to be
Who u wanted to be
I don’t hate you
I don’t love you either
I just need to fix myself up
Flush out the memories of you
Put you all in my past
Right now, you don’t even seem to matter
I need to get myself back together
Cos u making me less than nothing
A dead human
Still breathing, still eating, still walking
But not the way I used to
I breathe pain
I eat memories
And I walk alone
I’m less to nothing but myself right now
It would be easier if u told me I made you sad
If u held me and told me u won’t be missing me
Tell me you never fell in love with me
And I’ll be moving on
If u tell me you were never mine
Tell me you never had intentions to stay
Tell me I was the fool all along and our love was simply a game
With one chance, I will say to you again and again
That I don’t wanna miss you
But I cannot pretend or fake my happiness
I’m crushed
I’m a shadow of myself
I was the last to know how hurt I was
I lived in denial
Died inside
Wishing, simply wishing
Of what it coulda been
But with u nothing woulda been
Good
Every word you said pierced my heart
And everything u did burnt my soul
I’d leave u behind
Because u didn’t give a damn about me
I’ll save my tears for someone else to remind u
That karma is real
It’s harder to sleep
With nightmares of the things u did
Its crazy how romance could break one’s apart
Its fucked up how love could hurt one’s heart
Its matters of the heart
I’d rethink everything we shared
And I feel sorry for myself
It was crystal clear that we would crash
And stumble upon my being
But I placed myself at risk
Hoping u won’t do to me the things I feared the most
But u did
But I’ll be moving on
Left in my doubts
Left with emptiness
Left with my broken self to deal with
NK JUNIOR
When I lack the strength to move
I still think of ways to pick you up and help you walk
I’ll be left broken
Just to fix your pieces together
I’ll be on the road to hell
Just to make sure u get to heaven
Defend you
Love you
Some say love is a broken dream
Others say there’s more to it than it seems
I’m willing to stay awake just to watch u fall asleep
Sleep sound all through the night
I’ll be alright through the dark and cold lonely nights
As long as you are warm and safe
I’ll give u my happiness, my smile, my charm, my all
Just to make sure you’re alright
Cos I feel your sadness deep inside my soul
And it’s a buried dark hole
Yet to be covered with light
I live to watch u strong
I live to watch u make right when you’re wrong
I live to make u smile more than frown
I live to lift your soul up when you’re down
I fear to fail to give u everything u need
I fear to disregard my emotions
When u’re cold I want to hold you
And stop your body from shivering
When life weighs you down
I wanna stop your eyes from crying
Prevent your heart from breaking
And stop your soul from giving up
Cos when u’re torn, I’m tattered
All my dreams shattered and blown away with your misery
I’ll give u my last breath if I have to
Just to give u life again
I’ll show u dat u are not alone
Cos I’m always gonna be right there
By your side, in your mind, in your heat
I won’t let the tears in your eyes run down your cheeks
Cos I’ll replace it with a smile across your lips
I’ll place you before myself
And above everyone else
Watch me die to let you live
I woun’t give up on you
Your burden is my cross too
My greatest fear is to fail you, fail myself, fail our love
Cos I know u’re scared to be left alone, to stand alone
Watch me die just to let u live
Cos I live for you
