EMOTIONAL DEATH...

Shaky Hands
Teary eyes 
Shivering body 
All because of you
Sealed lips 
Hidden fears
Sleepless nights
All because of you
Shattered heart 
Pierced soul 
Boiling blood 
All because of you
Clouded mind 
Hurting head
Fake smiles
All because of you

How did I let you control my life?
How did I let you take all my love away while u’re leaving?
Why did I expose myself to so much love, yet feeling so much hate in return?
What is your taste of “loving”?
Not on my life would I ever let you see me crying
You see me living 
But I know I am dying


Bitter spirit
Evil actions 
Wicked thoughts 
All because of you
Cold summers
Hot winters
Rainy falls 
All because of you
Indecisive decisions
Irrational actions
Lustful passions 
All because of you
Cold feelings 
Exhausted mentality 
Hurtful brutality 
All because of you





You controlled my life, you controlled my emotional death 
In my next life, in my passionate re-birth
I’d pray for death before I fall deeply in love with an unchangeable monster
Better still, I would cause your death before you steal my heart 
Bloody thought but its in self defense 
Because I am hopeless and helpless cos you have killed everything in me
I would give my life away to watch u die in bitterness and gradual torture
Stuck in hate 
Thoughts in rage 
Actions in anger 
Wishes with tears 
Regrets with hopes
How extreme LOVE could turn to extreme HATE in such little time 

NK