Everyday you breathe with your lungs
While your heart suffers and suffocates
Just like everyday I wear a smile
While my heart breaks and shatters
Time waits for no one
With every sin comes our judgment
And every crime carries penalties
Karma is a must felt penance
One that you and I cannot escape
Why think about the past?
While we still have our future to figure out?
Why walk when I could run?
Why should I pause my life, for you, for what we shared?
What u never knew then, u know now?
That I am my own woman, with my own strength, my own voice, and my own choice
Why walk towards a closed door, knowing there is no entry back into my heart?
Why make wishes when you know that shooting stars is only a fairytale?
You were so blinded by your world
You failed to recognize mine that was next to yours
I watch how depressed you are
I see how your mood changes when I’m around
You say “I’m the radiant to your dark days”
It’s wrong emotions at a wrong time
Because the deed has been done
And the hurt has been felt
And you my love, must know that my life has continued
Now u admit that u did me wrong
Perhaps because you are frightened by loneliness and isolation
Why have a gold and call it bronze?
Why throw away pearls?
Why were you so blinded to see my value?
Honesty and faithfulness I gave
But lies and deceit u returned
Love has a price
Sometimes it’s rewarding
Other times, it’s heartbreaking
Our past was beautiful yet ugly
It was memorable yet forgettable
but quit running back in time
Don’t live to suffer, don’t live to be silent in regret
Feed off from our experiences
You just might be better than you ever thought you could be
As for me, I’ve lost the key to my heart
But I still believe in love
maybe destiny chose me to cry
Maybe God wanted to test my faith
Or maybe I simply need to repair my broken deepest trust
and learn to forgive
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