I LIVE FOR THIS MOMENT

There’s more to what we share

Than love or lust

even when the world turns their back on us

and no one understands

There’s more to needing you here

Than not wanting us to end

I can’t get you out of my mind

Even when you’re here

I think of the things I want us to do

The things I miss doing to you

And the things I wanna do to you

I love the beauty that reflects in your eyes

I live for your smile, your soft lips

I could kiss every second

Like it was the air I needed to breathe

I hate leaving you babe

Everytime I do leave 

I hate myself

but I'm so in love with this emotion called love

I can’t just help but capture every moment

I Spend with you

I’d keep it as a memory, frame it up and reminisce

The softness of your hands

The intoxicating fragrance of your cologne

The feel of your skin breezing against mine

Under the sheets

Everynite when we cuddle up

and my nose breaths deeply into the scent of your hair

I live for this moment

The moment we make love

The moment you say you love me

I live for you

I let you take advantage of me

As much as I take advantage of you

I don’t need to eat, I don’t need to sleep

As long as I spend every other minute

Left gazing into the eyes of paradise

Kiss me babe

Love me babe

Don’t leave me alone in this reckless and helpless emotion babe

Your eyes shows your love for me

Every time you carry me shoulders high

I like when you place me on the kitchen counters

Kissing on every part of my upper body

Right there, you take away all my attention

I hear the sound of your heartbeat

Like it lived in me

I hear what it says to my heart

It says love forever

I pull you closer to me

Hoping you hear my heartbeat

Right then, you look into my eyes

And you say “I live for you too”

So you hear my heart?

You listen to all it says

You carry me into the showers

Gently washing up my body while kissing upon it

You wrap me up in your towel

And you carry me to the bed

I live for these moments

When you brush my hair out

Gently rubbing my toes

Moving your fingers down on legs

It tickles babe

But I love it babe

I live for the moment

When you kiss my stomach

Licking deep into my belly button

You kiss your way up my stomach

To my chest

My right boob, my left boob

Back to my chest

And then my lips

I live for the moment

You whisper in my ears

I could never guess what you’d do next

You were so spontaneous babe

Each time I stare in your eyes and get lost in it 

I read the unanswered question it asks

"Why do I always leave?" it wonders ... 

The way you make me feel is phenomenal

From the simplest of things you do

The way you hold my hand

Talk to me and make love to me

I wish I never had to leave

Feel me again babe

Feel me some more, my love

You hold me tighter than ever

You show me what I’ve been missing

You become my missing piece

Each time you create a new position with my body

You take away my entire burden

You change my tears to laughter

Each time you call out my name with those three little words.. “I love you”

I live for these moments

The one where I never have to give you up

You re-assure my soul of its life

With your warmth and your sincerity

laugh with me

walk with me 

cry with me 

live with me

but don't die with me babe

I don't want our love to die

I live to feel your continous happiness

 I live for your smile so full of life

Please don't change that

We both can't become shadows in the dark 

I always wanna be on your mind

As I leave you’d forever be on mine

I know our love would last for eternity

Because every beat of my heart whispers it to my soul

You’re for me babe

You’re for me

Just don’t give up on us

Don't give up on me 

Hang unto me and everything you love about us

Our past, Our memories, Our feelings

Be the man I’ve always dreamt of

Be the strong, beautiful person I fell in love with

When you miss me

Don’t hate to think of me

Learn to love my absence

Appreciate my presence

Be the man of my life

The only one who has enough of me to break my heart.

When you have doubts

Be assured one thing, I live for this moment

The moment of love, trust and friendship

The moment where you’re true to me

and I admit you're the best man for me

The moment we share our last moments

Hanging unto that special thing we live for, our love

WORDS

Love's battle

some people arent worth the fight esp. when dey aint willin to defend u right back

who says words can't break or make u?

sometimes dey cld inspire u thatz how dey make u

sometimes dey cld leave u heart broken, thatz how dey break u

I always had my mind on u 

had my heart on u

had my love and everything laid on u

but like every other bullshit of the world

u were yet another stepping stone for me to reach to the top

u made me stronger 4 sure .. as u left longer

everyday u seem to always find a way to hurt and hurt me 

and it aint healthy for my mind cos I been hurting all the time yeah 

and u dnt even seem to acknowledge ur faults

right there, makes u not worth it

not worthy of my friendship, not worthy of my love and my trust

and definitely not worthy of the time I spend thinkin about u

Trust .. 

There's only so much a person cld take 

why live my life waiting for a reply to my messages

when all I get is more and more words of hurt

U clearly wnt understand my words cos u dnt understand who I am

 it's like u dnt know what I mean

everytime I talk to u about less drama 

U'd never understand who i am because who u choose to see in me is who u'd see

U pulled us apart, took urself further and further away

u want some more distance

let's try out of space

cos now when I think of u 

I think of worthlessness and selfishness

I think of unwanted contact and unneccessary trust

deed is done and I've left u with a fuck u in a box

Keep it, ur next christmas gift

I'm giving u up d peace sign even when my soul is at war with u

 it shouldn't take me forever to notice it dat u ain't d one for me 

keep hurting me at some point, it won't hurt anymore ..trust

u know why? cos u aint worth shit esp.

not something as deep as love or the glitters of friendship

Reformed promises

keep ur bullshit for ur girlfriend

I heard u have one 

keep ur heartbreaks for ur future girls

keep ur words

cos mine wld definitely pierce more

its only a matter of time

before it rings a bell in ur ears

fuck, I'm in so much pain right now but imma feel better as soon as I let go of my personal vow

to keep u close to my heart

 to keep u in my life 

why let u occupy a V.I.P space when u treat me like trash yeah?? ..

it's time to chuck up my deuces

I don't need no vulture in my life 

Dat keeps preying on my happiness

Waiting for my ill-fated corpse

to keep preying on my lifeless body

Cleary, there's no life when the soul is dead

Deadly regrets

The last tears I'm gonna cry for u 

is d one I left on my pillows this morning 

I saw someone in my dreams last night

and it wasn't u

I dnt need a savior but a friend wld do

I got a life ahead of this drama 

a life far beyond ur eyes can see

maybe someday when u become less blind

U'd realize what the deal has been all along 

maybe then u can point out d mistakes we both made 

and not just mine .. 

but I don't need u to realize it neither do I need u to feel it

I don't need u to be with me 

neither do I need u to set ur feelings on anything that got my name on it

U're a dick and I've seen and taken bigger dicks than u 

U're like a bitter pill .. I had to swallow it, cuz thatz d only way imma feel better

letting u go .. thatz d only way I wld grow 

u're one of those people I think of and I say FUCK IT

 its like u can hear my heart beat but u feel it still plays the same rhythm

Listen to it again

cos the tune has changed

more fire less desire

more strengths and less weaknesses

memories of u has been sealed and tossed .. hope it hit d river and drowns

I don't know if there's anything better out there for me

nuthin is guaranteed in life 

but it don't matter 

cos I'd run to anything or anyone else but u

U've always wanted the worse

u've always hoped to see the monster in me yeah, u got it ...

shit is a done deal for real

cnt remember how I feel or how I ever felt

cos my brain wrecks

faster than my heart breaks

or my mind wonders

U're a man physically but far from a man emotionally 

a real man ain't gonna be a blind bat

neither will a real man talk before he thinks 

I'm outta here 

here meaning this drama

drama meaning your life