WORDS

Love's battle

some people arent worth the fight esp. when dey aint willin to defend u right back

who says words can't break or make u?

sometimes dey cld inspire u thatz how dey make u

sometimes dey cld leave u heart broken, thatz how dey break u

I always had my mind on u 

had my heart on u

had my love and everything laid on u

but like every other bullshit of the world

u were yet another stepping stone for me to reach to the top

u made me stronger 4 sure .. as u left longer

everyday u seem to always find a way to hurt and hurt me 

and it aint healthy for my mind cos I been hurting all the time yeah 

and u dnt even seem to acknowledge ur faults

right there, makes u not worth it

not worthy of my friendship, not worthy of my love and my trust

and definitely not worthy of the time I spend thinkin about u

Trust .. 

There's only so much a person cld take 

why live my life waiting for a reply to my messages

when all I get is more and more words of hurt

U clearly wnt understand my words cos u dnt understand who I am

 it's like u dnt know what I mean

everytime I talk to u about less drama 

U'd never understand who i am because who u choose to see in me is who u'd see

U pulled us apart, took urself further and further away

u want some more distance

let's try out of space

cos now when I think of u 

I think of worthlessness and selfishness

I think of unwanted contact and unneccessary trust

deed is done and I've left u with a fuck u in a box

Keep it, ur next christmas gift

I'm giving u up d peace sign even when my soul is at war with u

 it shouldn't take me forever to notice it dat u ain't d one for me 

keep hurting me at some point, it won't hurt anymore ..trust

u know why? cos u aint worth shit esp.

not something as deep as love or the glitters of friendship

Reformed promises

keep ur bullshit for ur girlfriend

I heard u have one 

keep ur heartbreaks for ur future girls

keep ur words

cos mine wld definitely pierce more

its only a matter of time

before it rings a bell in ur ears

fuck, I'm in so much pain right now but imma feel better as soon as I let go of my personal vow

to keep u close to my heart

 to keep u in my life 

why let u occupy a V.I.P space when u treat me like trash yeah?? ..

it's time to chuck up my deuces

I don't need no vulture in my life 

Dat keeps preying on my happiness

Waiting for my ill-fated corpse

to keep preying on my lifeless body

Cleary, there's no life when the soul is dead

Deadly regrets

The last tears I'm gonna cry for u 

is d one I left on my pillows this morning 

I saw someone in my dreams last night

and it wasn't u

I dnt need a savior but a friend wld do

I got a life ahead of this drama 

a life far beyond ur eyes can see

maybe someday when u become less blind

U'd realize what the deal has been all along 

maybe then u can point out d mistakes we both made 

and not just mine .. 

but I don't need u to realize it neither do I need u to feel it

I don't need u to be with me 

neither do I need u to set ur feelings on anything that got my name on it

U're a dick and I've seen and taken bigger dicks than u 

U're like a bitter pill .. I had to swallow it, cuz thatz d only way imma feel better

letting u go .. thatz d only way I wld grow 

u're one of those people I think of and I say FUCK IT

 its like u can hear my heart beat but u feel it still plays the same rhythm

Listen to it again

cos the tune has changed

more fire less desire

more strengths and less weaknesses

memories of u has been sealed and tossed .. hope it hit d river and drowns

I don't know if there's anything better out there for me

nuthin is guaranteed in life 

but it don't matter 

cos I'd run to anything or anyone else but u

U've always wanted the worse

u've always hoped to see the monster in me yeah, u got it ...

shit is a done deal for real

cnt remember how I feel or how I ever felt

cos my brain wrecks

faster than my heart breaks

or my mind wonders

U're a man physically but far from a man emotionally 

a real man ain't gonna be a blind bat

neither will a real man talk before he thinks 

I'm outta here 

here meaning this drama

drama meaning your life