YOU'RE MY DREAM ...

Where there are stars, the moon is usually right by it
The same way I’m always by you
When there’s no sun comes darkness
Thatz how my life will be without you
The beauty that glows in your eyes is a rare one
Your truth, dedication and honesty
Inspires the hidden girl inside me reveal
She’s learning to laugh more, love more and live more
Because you’re a dream to me
When I’m with you, it’s like a never ending fairytale story
Except u are my reality
I’m not alone anymore and I'm not depressed no more
Cos u’re always there with me
Through the storms, through the mountains and valleys
You’re my dream

Lost in thoughts in the middle of a cold quiet night
Thinking of our love as a no guarantee
But I believe so much in us and if u do too, we could be a dream
If it’s not a lifetime experience, it would be a lifetime achievement
I’d rather not wake up to find out I’ve been living a nightmare
Because a love like yours is hard to feel, odd to find and complicated to believe

I see how much u love me; I feel your care 

You’re the soul to my body 

The beat to my heart
There is no endurance without you
Neither is my existence a certainty
That is how much I need to live this dream of us
You’re my dream 

I feel what you feel before you say those words
You make me laugh even in my saddest of days
You make me see things in a different light
Even when I’m as blind as I’ve always been
You’re like every breath that I breathe
U’ve got my heart all cuddled up with
Truthfulness and faithfulness
Friendship and love
I’m living my Cinderella story
I’m living my fairytale story
I’m living the dream I’ve always slept on
I am your dream
You are my dream
Lets live this dream 

LOVE ISN'T ENOUGH ...

I won't tell you how to make me feel better
Neither will I let u prevent me from loving another
If our love was a prison, trust me, I have done my time
But there’s nothing like eternity when it comes to heartache
It’s simply a phase called suffering
It’s heartbreaking
But why hang unto a broken dream when I can sleep and have another
Why let u see my tears when they are completely irrelevant to ur emotions

Crawl up in my head for a moment
And see what I’m thinking
Cuddle up in my mind for a second
And feel how I’m feeling
But shallow habits like you
Is nothing close to reading my deep sorrows
Leave my side
Another will come right beside me
Fill my sleep with nightmares
And another will wipe these tears
In addition to countless sweet dreams

Take a minute to look into me
Without trying to hang unto me
How much worse can u get?
Not as worse as the feeling of depression, suicidal and regrets
I’ll dry any weeping eyes
I’ll heal all the broken hearts if I could
Pick up the broken pieces and help fix the puzzle
Heat up a cold heart
Turn d tragic end to a beautiful start
But when it comes to mine, I’m hopeless

Love isn’t enough
When u don’t acknowledge my pain
Love isn’t enough
When u make me laugh a hundred times and make me cry a thousand
Love isn’t enough
While U sleep at night without caring if my heart is breaking
Love isn’t enough
When u say d words but no actions to show for it
Love isn’t enough
When u think I'm clueless but indeed I know dat ... 
Your love isn't just enough ... 

Nk Junior - DON'T DIE FOR LOVE ...

Don’t Die For Love

There is a thick line between love and lies

But a thin line between love and hate

How much time flies

As she sits back and hear her cries

Staring at him with those red swollen eyes

She knew she had to be wise

Despite these broken love ties

There is a thick line between honesty and deceit

Something sour could turn sweet

Someone sweet could turn street

Love could steal and detect your heartbeat

Just like he swept her off her feet

Memories of them in between his sheets

Doesn’t make him better than the others she meets

She looked at herself and said “don’t die for love”

He’s really sweet and fine

Double trouble

He promises his love would never die

He swore he would never lie

Promises forgotten when he kissed her forehead and said bye

Tears drip down her eyes as he breaks his love tie

Her heartbeat paused

As she is heart broken

He never realized the damaged he’s caused

Until the girl he knew was stolen

As a part of her died and a part of her changed

She never died for love

But her heart died for him

As she sat down and watched his memories fade away

HOLD YOURSELF UP

Sometimes u try to force your smile
But ur mind w'nt after walking a mile
Sometimes u wanna act in pretence
But the pain in ur heart has denied it’s defense
Sometimes u try to speak
But your strength turns to weak
Maybe u need somewhere to hide
Or u need someone to lie beside
Maybe u need to go for a walk or a ride
Catch a breath of fresh air and think about beautiful things
Real things, fantasies, make believe but beautiful things
Anything to hold yourself up

Feel your heartbeat, it races..
Feel your breath, it seizes
Memories refuse to fade away
Regrets choose to stay
Maybe u just need to get away
Or u need someone to stay
Right beside u
When u talk and no one listens
When dey hurt u but never notices
Talk to urself, silence ur voice
See ur heart as a choice
Be who u wanna be
Believe anything u wanna see

Everything comes so late
Happiness, serenity comes with a high rate
So much darkness before light shows
In yur veins, black blood flows
And your tired eyes just keeps getting weaker
And u wonder why ur heart gets fragile, it used to be thicker
Hold yourself up
U could pause your life, take a break
But don’t become a shadow of yourself
Dark dreams, false hopes, unseen truths
Could u ever find the right words?
To hold yourself up
If no one listens
God does
If no one cares
God does
That has got to give u some hope
So hold yourself u

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*** LOVE BATTLE ***

Think of us as a trial not a phase 
Think of us as a life battle we have to face
Acknowledge our imperfections
And learn to respect our restrictions
If u are happy with these fights
Then maybe I won’t wish my wrongs were rights
When I’m gone, you’ll miss me
As much as my eyes will cry with the memories of you


If you smile, I’ll smile
If you walk away, I won’t wonder why
You let your guards down
And I’m short of my defenses
Who’s winning and who’s losing this battle?
I wish we could find a cause
Just one reason for these fights
Thatz causing dark nights
Mean words said
Wicked actions

I’ll tell no lies
Can u try being honest?
I’ll learn to be an open book
Can u keep less secrets?
Cos I don’t want us to miss out on us
I don’t wanna miss out on everything and anything
We share the most beautiful feeling in the world
And we share it with no one but ourselves
Can u try to make less mistakes?
And I’ll learn to be less corrective
This is a love battle, a love trial
We need to solve without emotional violence 

We could spend unhappy years
Because of this never ending tears
I’m insecure and u got your fears
When u see tears in my eyes
You apologize
But do u feel how much it hurts when I hear your lies?
Maybe I’m not any better
Cos I constantly compare u with another
But I’ll never say never on us
Because a feeling like ours is meant to last forever
I give up these helpless fights
I give up these sleepless nights
But I won’t give up on our love
Because it was sent from above

NK

THE CHASE...

I got ears but I aint even tryna listen to what they say
I live to make ends meets and smile at whatever makes my day
God knows I ain’t so friendly with everyone that comes my way
Because not everyone wish me well, dey wanna set my life astray
Even a cub knows when it sees it’s prey
It’s not about the simplicity or blamelessness I display
And it’s hightime I recognize dat when I pray
There’s always someone willing to listen, someone willing to stay

My mind, my thoughts
Overclouding my reasoning sometimes
My words, my actions
Portraying the shadow of me most times
Either I cry or I smile
Atleast I try, it’s somehow never worthwhile
Because I still get no one to walk the mile
With me 

Is it really about fate or destiny?
Nothing really defines my life’s meaning
I feel like a screw constantly fucks up my brain
And jams my deeds as fast as a moving train
When I wake up with a million thoughts hacking my mental drain
Is it a curse or a blessing?
To be able to remember every suffering, every pain, every lesson?
Learnt in life
Burnt in love
Hurt in lust
I guess I’d always have doubts
Because thatz what I’m about
Unjust, mistrust, feeling everything in sight in absolute disgust

When I think of riches and fortune
I listen to my favorite tune
And I think of grass to grace
Rags to riches
Thatz exactly how I wanna win this race
With a simple chase
Without wishes

Fuck the pain and the tears
Fuck my hidden fears
They’re all a phase
A part of this chase
They are pieces of d puzzle
Emotions with price tags
Not a part of my hustle
I like to meditate and think mad deep
Fuck the times I weep
It’s simply a part of me
Not all of me
The times I dream
The times I laugh
The times I write
Is what completes this chase?
And by God’s grace
I shall win this unpromising race 


Nk..

Your Pain Brought Me Divine Happiness

3000 NIGHTS (and I'm still not over you)

why did you calm my fears only to cause me tears?
why did we stay together? why did you promise me forever?
why did you make me smile? and promise to stay with me more than a while?
why did you always whisper "i love you" everynite in my ears?
was it cos you were not bold enough to yell it out for the world to hear your lies?
You probably knew you were gonna break our love ties
I know these are million questions
You would never be man enough to answer
3000 nights and I am still losing grip
of who I was and who I am
I guess cos I'm a victim of unbearable hurt
Time has been unkind 
Cos I couldn’t leave u behind
Life has been cruel
Cos I let another soul rule 
The best of me
I look in the mirror and I ask myself one question
Will I ever heal from this emotional depression?
3000 nights and I still have the same psycho expression
It’s really a sad impression 
That I let a heartbreaker become my obsession
I’m hoping someone takes this pain away 
I’m hoping someone who truly loves me would stay
I’m hoping for a bright day
For love, is this how high the price one has to pay?


I want back my smile 
It’s been a while 
I’m tired of being hostile
I really need to live a life worthwhile
I’m a hurting mind
Not searching for emotions 
But everywhere I turn to; I feel affections
Though, the choices I choose has so much to lose and so much to gain
To get away from this pain 
I hopped on a plain
and went 3000 miles away
But the hurt I felt 3000 nights ago still remains
How do I get over you?
What makes you so right?
The look in your eyes?
Your beautiful lies?
Or memories of you and I watching the sunrise?
Every night I don’t sleep
Your memories I styll keep
Thoughts of u stack up in a heap
When I think of love; I think of “reap”
Cos thatz what u did to my soul; to my heart 
Damn! You made me weep

I wanna uncry my tears
I wanna undo my fears
I wanna unbreak my heart 
I’m giving my sorrows up but I’m seeking a start
I cried for 3000 days and 3000 nights
3000 nights is enough time to heal
3000 nights is enough time to get real
3000 nights is enough time to reveal 
My emotions for someone new I swore to conceal
why did you take my hand only to leave me halfway?
why did you stay by my side? only to leave and hide?
why did you sweep me away on the waves of emotions and then drown me in unknown oceans?
why were we so strong? it felt so right like it was in my heart you belonged?
why did I not see your lies when I looked in your eyes?
This feeling in my heart can't deny
That our love was unbreakable





In my life, I never made so many wishes
In the sea, they say got so many fishes
But when u see what ur heart desires, it shouldn’t be denied
Within my emotions, I confide
Do I really want u back?
Despite how many times u made my heart crack?
Despite the physical attacks
Are you the one my life truly lacks?
now I say, I shlda, I wlda, I clda never let you come close
Why did I place my life in your hands?
Why did I never investigate your plans?
Why did I always fulfill your demands?
3000 nights I still ask “why did you leave me?”
3000 nights you still live inside me
3000 nights I still remember your words 
3000 thousand nights I still ask questions
3000 nights and I still haven’t gotten answers
3000 nights I realize you’re a loss I can replace but choose not to