WILL U 4GET ME?..

The more I get closer

The further you pull back

Even in my dreams

You face always look faded

It’s like you try so hard not to exist

Or maybe its me simply erasing your memories

I feel lost, I feel lonely

Like you’re here to keep me warm and cozy

Yet I feel cold and freezy

With you here, well you’re not really here

How would you feel

If it was I who left you hanging?

How would you really feel?

If I could give you my love

But choose not to

Knowing you really want it?

How much more of you

Can u offer me that you never did

Or was that all of you that you gave me?

Then why wasn’t it full of life

Full of happiness and serenity?

knowing how well you live and love life

maybe you didn't love me as much as u did life

Look back at me

While u walk away

Maybe you might walk right back to me

Or lend me your shoulder to lean on

And cry on

I don’t mind my tears

As long as you wear a smile for me my baby

I would cry as long as you want me to

I would cry as long as you make me to

I would cry as long as I need to

Because what I feel is true

All we needed was patience

But I think we waited too long

It weakened our bond

It let the force in that pulled us apart

What was all the pain for?

Maybe it was the only way we knew how to express our love

I love the glitter in your eyes

And that shimmer in your smile

I love everything about how deep you stare at me

It’s like you read my mind

Like you see right through me

Maybe you do

Maybe it’s my illusions aiding my imaginations

I miss you so much

Like a soul misses it’s body when it’s dead

I miss you so much

Like a warm cozy jacket lost in the winter

And I’m out with nothing but one layered clothing

How much more of you

Do I need to see that we are through?

Maybe I need to see less of you

To believe it

But u’re always there

In my dreams, thoughts, in my mind

In my heart, actions, in my words

It’s all memories

I’d breathe my last breath

And get lost in my lost world

To preserve your significance

But I wish I didn’t have to lay on my bed all night tonight

Looking out my window

Walking recklessly down the halls

Back up the stairs

Right back to my bed

And think of you again

Cos I’m not sure you want your memories alive

I do want mine

How can I move forward when my heart remains where you left it?

why continue life while incomplete?

I'll keep the sound of your voice in my ears

everyday I'll listen again, maybe you'd talk to me again

I'll keep the feel of your hands on me

everyday I'll close my eyes, maybe when I open them

you'll be feeling me again, fulfilling my fantasies, my desires 

and the sensation of your lips on my body

I'll keep the feelings you always made me feel

But I’m not sure if you’d let them live in your mind, your soul, your heart

Will you?

Will you forget about me?