Confessions of a “Once” Broken Girl

Everyday of my life

Someone wants to tear me apart

While someone else wants to steal my heart

Everyday of my life

I laugh more than I cry

Cos nothing has ever been made easier

I don’t wish, I try, I hope and I pray

Everyday of my life

I help someone, I make someone smile

Yet I ignore someone

All the days of my life

It’s been the way I’ve always wanted it to be

Built my own walls

Made my own principles

Broken my own rules

Everyday of my life

I say “I’m beautiful”. “I’m a fighter”

Sometimes, a hustler

I know when to be more cautious than curious

Even tho I love it the other way around

“more curious than cautious”

Everyday of my life

I fight for what I believe in

Argue with the best

Say “fuck u” to the rest

Don’t study but hope to pass the test

Everyday of my life

I kiss my lovers

Holla at my haters

Still waiting for things to turn around

Everyday of my life

I hear my own heartbeat

Yet I know someone else hears its pulse

And someone else feels its insecurities

Everyday of my life

I wait for a letter arrive with the most beautiful words

And when I’m sad, I wait for the good love to make me feel better

Everyday of my life

I ask questions and not expect answers

Live the way I’ve always wanted

Avoid get broken into pieces
Breathe more than I pass on
Everyday of my life
I dream of someone who won’t ever leave me
And I sleep cuddled up in my fears, my tears
With assurance that I’d wake up happier
Those who break my heart, I seek the truth
“Did u ever love me”?

Everyday of my life

I’ll wait as always

For the life I want to come

Yet I search for it

Everyday of my life

I believe in remorse and forgiveness

Love & peace; happiness & life

Who know me better than I know myself?

Maybe God

But I can’t guarantee that because he’s yet to show me a sign

If only anyone could see into me, read me and speak my mind

Then maybe, there would be no need to write these words
Everyday of my life
I believe I am so much better than my best that I know
Never lost without finding my way home
Even when I cry, in no time, I know I’ll be fine
It’s like I have my own lucky star or something
Even when they treat me wrong, I do them right

Haven’t u heard the phase

“don’t pay evil with evil”?

When you’re cold, I could always lend a hug

Atleast to warm you up

When you’re lonely, I’m gonna be there

Atleast we could keep each other company

Everyday of my life
I hate and I love
Everything and everyone around me
Everyday of my life
I’d live to make someone smile
Chasing as much happiness as I can
Everyday of my life
I think I might die cos of how many times I lose my breath
On a shoe, a write-up, a picture or a boy :)

Nothing is ever strange, ever new or unexpected

Everyday of my life

I’d rather kiss than have sex

Passion it is for me, lust can wait for a few more hours

Everyday of my life

Things fall in place

Things start making sense

Everyday of my life 

I don’t listen to promises

Just like I don’t make any

Everyday of my life

I make confessions of a “once” broken girl

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